ME is a capital, a produced identity, a competitive subjectivity.

If I practice de-forming the product of ME, do I annihilate ME, aside from the matter-of-factness by which I still exist in flesh and bone?

By the urgency of not belonging

Not owing

Not being owned

Running from a contract I considered a given

I talked to that breath

It gave me a shiver in response.

Who are we? Who are we together? And who am I?

We are on this world together. Yet there is every single one of us making choices, making friends, making memories. Life is full of experiences, full of lessons. This book is a personal essay in which Helen Nurdina de Graaff (1999) shows the beauty of vulnerability. She explores life lessons of living in 2019’s London and during 2020’s corona pandemic. She explores imaginations for the future. She explores the ways humans come together or dri...

Water is a combination of hydrogen and oxygen, the magic is in the combination water. Likewise combining different creative talents is an exciting challenge. Voyage to Laputa reviews the traps, opportunities and magic in steering the creative process, leadership and different intelligences in practice.

The journey explores different models of organization, design and scenarios with AI. It is about our relationship to the new, our sense of wonder. And, about transparancy for the ethical conseq...

Arnhem after Arnhem.

Why this reissue? As a child I experienced the first week of the Battle of Arnhem. On September 25, 1944, our family was granted refugee status. For nine months we and many others roamed the country from haystack to farm, from chicken coop to cowshed, from guest house to paper mill. Travelling on farm carts, handcarts and on foot. And as bonus the bombing, shelling and V-1 missiles.

Returning home to the ruins of the city of Arnhem, the burning and smelly waste in the onc...

This mental health journal is a safe space for me to reflect on my emotional and mental well-being. It provides an opportunity for us to process our thoughts, feelings, and experiences, and to gain a deeper understanding of ourself. By keeping this journal, we hope to cultivate greater self-awareness, resilience, and self-compassion, and to prioritize our mental health in a meaningful way.

By regularly recording our emotions, behaviors, and reactions to different situations, we can identify p...

Are you tired of living paycheck to paycheck? Have you ever wondered why some people seem to accumulate wealth effortlessly while others struggle to make ends meet? In "How They Keep You Poor," author Jasmin Hajro unveils the secret strategies that keep people trapped in a cycle of poverty and offers practical solutions to break free.

This insightful and eye-opening book dives deep into the various tactics employed by powerful entities to keep the average person financially disadvantaged. Fro...

It’s never too late to start heading in the right direction. This your chance to go from outsider to insider and change your direction. The choice of working for your engineering products or how to make engineering products working for you.

Digital Twin Consultant Ernst van Baar takes you on an amazing journey but along the way there is a fork in the road. Which direction are you going, the traditional engineering or digital engineering?

David Hume said that although a mountain exists and gold exists, a golden mountain is not real. In the same manner, we cannot simply combine abstractions of reality and assume they refer in any meaningful way to reality.

If you are a physicist, prepare to have many of your beliefs shaken to the ground. This book shows that many of the abstract notions in contemporary physics, like probability distribution and entanglement are merely golden mountains.

But this book does not only perform a har...

The Financial Markets Professional training is a post-graduate training that is provided to personnel of banks and other financial institutions with the aim of providing them insight into the workings of a dealing room: which business lines exist within the dealingroom; per business line, which desks are recognized; per desk, which products are traded; and per product, how are these products traded, the processes around trading, which parties are involved, which systems are used for each prod...

I am 26 years old. During obstacles and life experiences I've learned how hard life could be. While fighting a huge identity crisis I decided to head straight on that self-discovery journey. Through almost two years of therapy, I've received so many tools that I want to share with the people.

The statistics of people not knowing their true identity is frightening. And, if by using my own story I can help some of them, than my dream will become reality.