So many things I want to write down, but I can’t find the words. I can’t say to you, my dear friend, how grateful I am to know you and how afraid you won’t be there to catch me, the next time I fall, or even more afraid I will let you down when you need me.

Oh, wait, I do have a couple of words to describe how I feel!

4 AM Poems is a collection of many emotions and events. The good times, but also the bad. Love and suffering, friendship and hatred, nature and nightmare. What does a person think when he is still awake at four in the morning? If writing is a way of processing, then this collection is a collection of descriptions for the thoughts, feelings and formative phase that every young adult goes through. Everyday events written to take you to a different way of thinking, and even to completely differe...

Going from a first glance to infatuation, Emma and The Red Otter are two different characters who fall head over heels in love. They each explore how that love affected them.

Emma remembers every detail of their special person, to the point of obsessive. Emma is the biggest fangirl of their crush.

The Red Otter reflects on their first intense love. From the initial crush and happiness to frustrations and anger, The Red Otter realises sooner than Emma how their love is one-sided.

Intoxicated love

Dancing on the lows and highs

Of our intoxicated love

Addicted to the euphoric feeling

I can’t imagine my life without you

And you can’t keep it a secret

That without you I would be nothing

Drowning between the lies

I become so desperate for air

I cling on to anyone I can find

If not you, who would ever love me

Those words ring inside my head

As I can only scream in fear

Am I truly worth nothing more

Than your abuse

Nothing more than your destructive heart